More than a fairytale!

This morning I got up and it felt weird. Not an upset tummy day but a different flutter inside. I checked my phone and there was a message waiting to be opened. Hoping to see, “Your balance is getting low, please recharge your account soon” from the network company, I half opened my eyes and read it. It said, “Yo!” That made me smile. Smile like an idiot. An idiot in love. Deeply in love.

 It was amazing how he is always the first thing that pops up in my mind as soon as I get up. Be it randomly, or texts from him, or days when I wake up with a content smile because I saw him in my dreams. This might sound like a Hindi movie, but yeah, I often dream of us running around. Not the Hindi melodramatic type where the girl holds a pigeon and the guy holds her from her back and together they let the bird fly. But, I see us roaming around on his bike, punching, hitting irritating each other!  

Yes, I am in love. I’m happy. Very happy. “Touchwood!”

I don’t have to be called a princess to feel special. When he calls me “Mula” that feels good. It feels special. It’s amusing how I can stay calm when he: bites/ punches/ irritates/ squeezes/ spits/ pinches/ slaps/ and many more annoying things to me. I have always been a very violent person threatening to kill everybody.

I am I love. It feels so good to say it. I AM IN LOVE! :)

I was always in love but its been a few days that I have been happy. I know I am mentioning it TOO much. But every time I mention it, I feel sooooo happy and nice and loved and what not! :P

So my sexy man!

Thank you for making me feel this way.

I want this to go on forever!

Us.

 Forever.

<3

P.S. You don’t need to be in a fairy tale to wait for your prince to sweep you off your feet.

Violent Streak!

This post is dedicated to my colleague who thinks I am violent and who is scared that i will kill him someday!

:P

Mr. Executive, I shall kill you someday!

And Snaap! ;(

I got up this morning and when I opened my eyes, I was lying on my back facing the ceiling. Following the same usual routine of stretching my arms and twisting and turning making weird sounds, I snapped my neck.

That hurt really bad! I froze for say 2- 3 minutes. Unable to do anything but keep staring at the ceiling, where I saw spider webs on the hanging stars that I had made some time back. I thought to myself, “Damn I am a dirty mess!” After staring at my ceiling for a little longer I got up to get ready for work. Yes, I am a good employee!

However, god damn that hurt! I finally got up and acted like a giraffe. Stiff and weird and strange and ugh! I made my way to work somehow and there was no way I could twist my head and turn around. To make me look less stupid, I took my glasses out and put it on.  Once I was at work, things got worse, there were people sitting on all directions and interacting with them was the worst thing that could happen to a handicapped like me!  And why do people need to interact with me today? There are so many days when I am so desperate to talk but no one is around.

 And so I am here, sitting straight in my cubicle fussing at everything.  And till now, it has not been a good day at all. If anything good happens- good meaning, my neck gets alright, I will jump and dance and and and, sigh! I wonder how long will this last!

Till then you people who can do anything with their necks, have fun eh?

The sad stiff necked human.

I am not a giraffe anymore! 

I cant do this as well!

:(

Smile! :)

A photographer is like a fish, he lays thousands of eggs hoping that one will grow to maturity 

Am I living it right?

Once in a while everyone wants to feel like a princess. Wait, princess is too much. Maybe just special. Showered with attention and all the love you need leaving you happy and smiling all day long. Again, smiling all day long would make you look like an idiot. But again just happy! It’s not that people aren’t happy when they don’t have anyone around them! I am one of those people who can actually survive by myself (I can actually! Even though I grew up with a sister, I have been the kind who stays locked up in her room for ages). However, even between all of the things going around you, new job, old job, weight loss issues, no matter how much you deny it, you want to be loved, hugged and be told that you are the best!

I started writing this article trying to prove that I need some loving at times. I still do but, just because I need loving and no one is available to love me doesn’t mean that I ruin my days sulking!

Hug yourself if you’re feeling low!

<3

Chao!

Im bored!

Bye!

Because, Earth is not an open dustbin/ loo.

My workspace is very close to where I live. And I walk past Thapathali Bridge every day. Always lost in thoughts trying to hold my breath in to avoid the foul smell. I come across different activities everyday! Some days it is children of the slums throwing the river water at each other, their parents chasing them, monkeys chasing people, and what not. My favorite past time is looking at the objects floating down in the river and thinking which ones might have come from my household apart from the poop and the ashes of dead people from Pashupati.

Like any other day, I had my earphones dug deep into my ears and I was listening to “If its love by Train” which is my current favorite. I saw a disturbing scene. Yes, I saw a person poop. How disgusting could that be? Worse, I try to divert my eyes and I spot another person peeing. Such a way to start my day! “Thankyou god!” I thought to myself!

What is wrong with our country? But again, as I was explaining the situation to my colleague at work, he told me when he was in India a few years back, people peeing wherever they wanted was a common sight. Is this happening because of illiteracy? But wait, don’t kids who are getting education in well known schools thrown sweet wrappers/ noodle packets out of the windows of their school busses?

The main problem for this is ignorance. We were never taught to do such things but we end up doing the wrong thing.

   

I am not calling myself an environmentalist because I too at times throw things openly. Not always but sometimes. My sister who got married some years back built a beautiful mansion in Sanepa. The beautiful house stinks like a toilet. Even they cant stay there anymore! 

 We should all get hand in hand with the environment conservation. That reminded me, if you are a How I met your mother fan, you will know how much Marshall wants to save the environment. In the latest episode form the 6^th season, he even quits his well paid job as a banker to work for the environment as an intern. This is what he says that made a heavy impact on me! And, I googled it! :]

The Great Pacific Garbage Patch (or as Marshall puts it, “Garbage Island”) is a swirling mess of bottles, bags, toys, packaging and plastic trash from all corners of the Earth forming an enormous plastic whirlpool in the North Pacific.“Discarded water bottles from Iowa, takeout containers from New York City, flip-flops from California and plastic debris from the world over make their way from land into storm drains, streams, rivers and other waterways.” The plastic is carried out to sea, where it gets trapped by a vortex of currents to form a giant, floating trash dump. Seabirds, turtles, and other marine mammals mistake the floating plastic for food and ingest it, filling their stomachs with bottle caps, cigarette butts and fishing lures instead of food, ultimately causing them to starve. Scientists estimate that around the world, up to one million seabirds and 100,000 marine mammals and sea turtles die each year from eating plastic.

This is just an example of the Pacific Ocean.

Similar things happen in Nepal.

No matter how much people try to create one day cleaning campaign in Bagmati, one day wont make a difference. You need time and effort for this. That doesn't mean you save today's work for tomorrow. Start today and let your children be healthy!

Take Initiative today.

:P

<3

Blogging!

I started blogging because I saw my friend, Yesha malla (http://yesharambles.blogspot.com/) blogging. She was awesome at it!

As i went on blogging, there were many people who made a blog because they found me inspirational!
Haha! YES! :)

So, thank you dear people who read my blog and who made one because they liked mine :)
Do visit their blogs!

Sudeshana Karki: http://my-itchy-toes.blogspot.com/
Raziesh Shrestha: http://iblog-razz.blogspot.com/

And it makes me so happy knowing that there are some people out there reading my blog! :)

Poems!

Fiat

Isn’t it just great?

After all that I ate

You refuse to pick from my plate

Afraid that you’d makeweight

 On the day I was late

Which you just hate

And it all started from being classmates!

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I love you baby!

Loving you from the core of my heart,

Making you my sweetheart

Giving you just more than a fart

Never wanting to be apart

Day and night i think of you

Without you i feel like an igloo

With you i want to start life anew

You have me stuck to you like glue!

<3

Valentines 2011

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When we have a Camera!

Tripureshowr!
With Mr Sajjan Raj Vaidya! The awesome writer/ singer/ annoyer! :P

Sunshine.

Half-headed!

Stupid wire that ruined it!

The Chase! 

The forced smile! :D

Under the cute tree!

The Sunset!

Behind the bars. :P

The beautiful window!

And the day ends!

BYE!

And I am a girl!

My lover always told me, “Why do you have to wear dresses?”

My answer to that would be because I am a girl! Well, it’s not that I want to flaunt myself! No, its just because that’s the way girls are!

I am not trying to find an easy way out here but, there are guys too, who try more than hard just to look perfect. Well, I don’t try that hard, it’s not even about trying! Being a girl in her late teens, I love wearing dresses, shorts, colorful tees and everything that a girl would love to!

Today, one of my colleagues was looking into the glossy papers of Vogue and admiring a page. Another colleague came up and with a smirk, he asked her, “You are a girl, why are you looking at another girl?” She laughed out loud and replied, I am looking at the dress she is wearing you idiot!” Well, this is just an event that led me to writing this post!

There is a myth that girls dress up for guys and vice versa. I love clothes and make-up so, I dress for me--of course, and I do also enjoy it tremendously.  Seeing a beautiful dress on a mannequin breaks my heart thinking it would have looked great on a pretty girl! I know this is too dramatic, but its just the way it is! :)

I have to run back to work now! :) 

 Happy day folks!!

Amit and Saurav!

Living for the love we have,

Living not for reality.~

Sometimes when we have a camera.

Good times at Tripureshowr!

 They are local kids who want to grow up to be like Sachin Tendulkar. The guy in the middle speaks amazingly good English while the one on the right tries to communicate with me assuming that i was a foreigner- but all in vain. They are like any other kids that we know from our family ties. Or being specific, the high class kids. The only difference is that, they are not materialistic. They dont need a toy to be happy, a sweet to make them smile. Tell them you are Priyanka Chopra and they will believe you. Feed them Candy Floss and they think its spider web. ( I did both of the above!) 

Meeting them made me realize that we are all materialistic people looking for objects to make us happy while they are happy the way they are. Just running after the pigeons-gathered up on the ground on the temple premises where they play- and seeing them fly makes them happy.

Learn to be happy with what you have. 

Dont aim for the galaxies when you are happy staring up at  the beautiful sky, full of stars at night. 

Hope~

When there is a small ray of hope glimmering in the end of the aisle.